Friday, October 1, 2010

Not yet Ready

Relationship. Commitment. I don't think I'm ready for that stuffs yet. It's just that my friend is having a dilemma about that things and I know I'm not "mature" enough to handle those. Haha. I'm not saying, I'm immature or what but I'm just too in love with my life right now. I have all the time for myself, for my family and for my friends. 'Cause I know when you're already in a relationship, there will always be compromises and divided attention.

This is what I love being single. No one to control me. No one to tell my whereabouts except my Mother. Haha. I can do whatever I want whenever I can without thinking what the other will say or feel. I control my own life and manage my time. And most especially, to be spared from all the drama brought about relationships. No hassles; just me being happy, carefree.

Yes, I admit there were times that I wished and hoped to have that special someone. I've always been praying that to God but I think He hasn't given that someone to me because He knows, it's not yet the right time.

So for the mean time, I'll just continue to make the best of what I have now until that special someone comes along... :)